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sadhus

Regarding sadhus, according to the Indian ashram system a human life consists of four phases. The first is student life (brahmacarya), roughly up to the age of 25. Student life consists of learning practical skills and basic spiritual philosophy. The second stage however is householder life (grihastha), which consists of taking financial and emotional responsibility for a family. Only after 25 years (or more) of that does a person renounce practical responsibilities to become a pilgrim and forest dweller (vanaprastha), with the final 25 years dedicated to full time spiritual life as a "world renouncer" (sannyasi)

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"""Objectivity and subjectivity were traps that people fell into. I prefer the terms "insanity" and "outsanity." Insanity is your life inside yourself. It's very private and you don't allow anybody in there because it's so crazy. Every so often I find somebody that I can talk to about it. When you go into the isolation tank outsanity is gone. Now, outsanity is what we're doing now, it's exchanging thoughts and so on. I'm not talking about my insanity and you're not talking about yours. Now, if our insanities overlap then we can be friends."""

~Dr Lilly

the SILENT HILL games should have an option to, once you have beaten the game, allow you to re-play the whole thing but choosing your playing character or avatar; like normal hero, normal hero with costume, and then all the bad guys. You could play with a nurse. Or one of those knife-wielding kids from hell. Think about playing with that ghostmonster of the two little kids, you know, the big, ragged, two-headed, sudden-jumping bastard of SH4. Of course, you could unlock PH but only after a special requisite. IT'S OUT THERE, PLESE GOD ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN.

oh i found it :) (click pic for awesomeness)

in-toxic-ating energy

"The beast of prey seizes hold of him and soon makes him forget that he is a human being. His animal affects hamper any reflection that might stand in the way of his infantile wish-fulfillments, filling him instead with a feeling of a new-won right to existence and intoxicating him with the lust for booty and blood."

~C. G. Jung.

GEOMETRY = FROZEN MUSIC

When I am alone, I am perfect.