When I am alone, I am perfect.

this dream i had 2 years ago

was one of my first documented semi lucid dreams. I remember a transition, from this very complicated and long game-like dream were Simpson's characters had to sort their way through a labyrinthine haunted house full of apparitions and monsters. Milhouse got killed by floating knives that came trough a paint. I survived as Lisa and exited the dream somehow, acquiring more lucidity and becoming my usual self again. This all happened while walking out of a house inhabited with what felt like family members.

I felt dumbfounded after considering all that had happened in the haunted house and how I was just in another place. While thinking this I let my body afloat as I have done in several dreams (it's like slowly reducing your own weight to be able to fly slowly) and I noticed how every detail seemed so beautiful, reflecting the moon on the pavement. I raised my perspective and I could see big, full-of-leaves trees that were just amazing. The details were impressive, I could see dew in the leaves and branches that were also moved by the wind. I raised my perspective further and saw, were I expected the moon to be, this magnificent arrangement of stars in some kind of great symbol. It appeared as a weird elegant character I could not recognize adjacent to a sort of feather.

Why the url changed

It was faux stupid and incorrect latin.

What I would ask Gabriel García Márquez

I would ask Gabriel García Márquez about how does he feel about the fact that he looks like an Armenian and the Armenian flag is, amusingly, the Colombian flag inverted :O

“The older we get, the more likely we are to experience these moments of ‘cognitive dissonance,’ when self-image and reality contradict each other. Though this conflict is uncomfortable, it is a clear window into the place where we are clinging, and where we need to pay attention. Just as physical pain alerts us to trouble in the body, mental pain alerts us to where we need to be more conscious. In other words, our frustrations, anger, delusions, and so on become our greatest helpers in freeing ourselves from suffering. They point to where the Ego is trapped, and remind us to begin to shift our identity to the Soul level. They show where we are resisting change, where we are time-bound, and where we need to grow beyond past conditioning.”
~ Ram Dass

When we truly hate what’s happening, our instinct is to flee from it like a house on fire. But if we can learn to turn around and enter that fire, to let it burn all our resistance away, then we find ourselves arising from the ashes with a new sense of power and freedom.
~Raphael Cushnir

You realize

You realize how much you know someone when you picture said person in some situation and you can clearly see the expressions on his/her face. And you are sure it's the face they would indeed have if such situation occurred in real life.

What does the thinker think he thinks about thinking?

I want to be with a person that does not want or feel the need to be with anybody else.

You see, if you realize that you can be at ease completely by yourself, then you'll be at ease with anybody.

I believe that every human in the world has every possible human characteristic available at all times waiting to make it to surface level. Emotional characteristics. Hate, love and the whole spectrum in between. In this way, you, me, and everyone else has every facet of the ugly rainbow of humanity at their disposal; at different levels, because everyone is tuned up differently. When it gets really dangerous is when the Patrick Bateman inside takes consciousness and starts fucking everything up.