Sunday, November 29

the SILENT HILL games should have an option to, once you have beaten the game, allow you to re-play the whole thing but choosing your playing character or avatar; like normal hero, normal hero with costume, and then all the bad guys. You could play with a nurse. Or one of those knife-wielding kids from hell. Think about playing with that ghostmonster of the two little kids, you know, the big, ragged, two-headed, sudden-jumping bastard of SH4. Of course, you could unlock PH but only after a special requisite. IT'S OUT THERE, PLESE GOD ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN.

oh i found it :) (click pic for awesomeness)

Saturday, October 31

in-toxic-ating energy

"The beast of prey seizes hold of him and soon makes him forget that he is a human being. His animal affects hamper any reflection that might stand in the way of his infantile wish-fulfillments, filling him instead with a feeling of a new-won right to existence and intoxicating him with the lust for booty and blood."

~C. G. Jung.

Tuesday, June 30


Saturday, April 11

When I am alone, I am perfect.

Thursday, March 26

this dream i had 2 years ago

was one of my first documented semi lucid dreams. I remember a transition, from this very complicated and long game-like dream were Simpson's characters had to sort their way through a labyrinthine haunted house full of apparitions and monsters. Milhouse got killed by floating knives that came trough a paint. I survived as Lisa and exited the dream somehow, acquiring more lucidity and becoming my usual self again. This all happened while walking out of a house inhabited with what felt like family members.

I felt dumbfounded after considering all that had happened in the haunted house and how I was just in another place. While thinking this I let my body afloat as I have done in several dreams (it's like slowly reducing your own weight to be able to fly slowly) and I noticed how every detail seemed so beautiful, reflecting the moon on the pavement. I raised my perspective and I could see big, full-of-leaves trees that were just amazing. The details were impressive, I could see dew in the leaves and branches that were also moved by the wind. I raised my perspective further and saw, were I expected the moon to be, this magnificent arrangement of stars in some kind of great symbol. It appeared as a weird elegant character I could not recognize adjacent to a sort of feather.

Thursday, January 15

Why the url changed

It was faux stupid and incorrect latin.